Wildflowers

Going on a hike before becoming a mama, was so easy. As long as I had water and comfortable footwear, who cares if I forgot my snacks. I just wanted to get away from all the noise and find inspiration in the beauty around me. No planning required- I could just get up and go. Now, with two young humans in tow, we better not forget snacks or all hell will break loose.

As they get older, distance is becoming less of an issue but motivating them to leave the comfort of our home (or technology) is becoming more difficult. It can be so tiring to have to constantly be reminding them of how happy we are once we are outside exploring. Of how lucky they are to be growing up in a place people from all over the world come and visit. “You are the children of park rangers, trust us, you love this stuff”. Sometimes, all Josh and I can do is take deep breaths through their whining and promise milkshakes as the after hike reward.

Our secret to a quiet, whine-free drive to the trailhead: books on CD’s (yes, the library still carries them). We are currently on the final Harry Potter book and the narrator is so good. Once there, we grab all our stuff and just start walking. Maybe we’ll get to our destination maybe we won’t but we just start walking. And then… they see lizards. They hear a canyon wren. They smell the sage. They feel the grass and feel proud to be carrying their own water and to be in charge of the dogs. They ask so many wonderful questions. And we actually have fun! We connect with each other and disconnect from the noise. (And they get milkshakes afterwards from one of our favorite local spots).

This weekend, we were really hoping for an epic hike with camping in the middle of nowhere but sometimes, life happens and we have to meet our little wildflowers halfway and compromise. So we come home, roast hotdogs and marshmallows, and I get the house to myself ALL NIGHT while they setup a tent and camp in the backyard.

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

“Time may change me but I can’t trace time”. 

7 years ago, I thought by this time I was going to be a famous blogger. Just kidding. But I did think I would be posting at least once every few months, not every few years! Better late than never.

So much has happened since 2016- Josh and I are older, grayer, and hopefully a little wiser. My little wildflowers are not littles anymore. They’re so much fun to adventure with- as long as we don’t forget the snacks. We’ve hiked many miles, floated many miles, drove so many miles we needed a new-to-us car (yep, we’re Subaru peeps now), camped in the popup and spent as much time as we could with family and friends. Life has been good. But also challenging… Did I mention the pandemic and giving up on social media?!?! And because life can be as cruel as it is kind, we’ve suffered some gigantic losses- Our sweet Abuelita Licha and Grandma Bard, my uncle Pepe and just a few months ago, our beloved Papa Joe. Since May, we feel like we have been living in an altered state, trying to be patient with our grief and appreciating everything more.

Another big change: after 10 years, I am changing careers. It was a bittersweet decision to make but one that will encourage me to continue to learn and grow and look out for our public lands. Oh, and I just chopped off a lot of my hair!

I still have no idea what the plan is for this little virtual space of mine but I’m hoping it can be a space where I keep loved ones up to date with our shenanigans.

See you soon… or in 7 years 😉